Dear MFMS,
I totally hate you now… totally hate you so much for what u did to me in the past…
i totally hate your for ruining my love for my fiancee.. Im so obssessed and afraid of my past, im forever CREATING WALLS AND PUSHING HIM AWAY.. HE, WHO HAVE SAVED ME FROM YOU…
HOW COULD YOU MOVED ON, BE HAPPY WHILE HERE I AM SUFFERING FROM THE TRAUMA U CAUSED ME…
EVERY SINGLE MOMENT, I LIVED IN FEAR, FEAR OF LOSING, FEAR OF BEING CHEATED ON. FEAR OF LOVE
I HURT HIM WHO LOVED ME, I HURT HIM WHO HAVE PROTECTED ME. I HURT HIM BADLY AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!
NO WORDS CAN EVER DESCRIBE THE HATRED I HAVE FOR YOU NOW…
BECAUSE OF YOU, I LIVED IN FEAR…
BECAUSE OF YOU, I CLDN’T TRUST…
BECAUSE OF YOU, I LOST MY FAITH IN MYSELF..
BECAUSE OF YOU, I LOST FAITH THAT SOMEONE OUT COULD LOVE ME FOR ME… YOU PUT ME DOWN, LOWEST THEN ANY GAL COULD FEEL…
U PUT ME DOWN! U SAID I WAS NO GOOD… U SAID I WAS BORING.. U SAID SO MANY THINGS THAT HURT ME SO MUCH, THAT IM EVEN ASHAMED TO LOOK AT MYSELF… U PUT ME DOWN, AND IT GOT STUCKED IN MY HEAD AND I BELIEVED WHAT YOU SAID…
IF I LOSE MY FIANCE, IM GONNA HATE YOU FOREVER AWAK!!!!
